Can you believe the years is almost over, my life has changed 360! Circles I tell ya! So much to ponder, so many plans to make, deciding just what to do with myself, this is a tall order...

So far I have had some much needed fun, but there must...MUST be work, must get busy, but where? Doing what?

I love the radio, PLayboy Radio to be exact. Sitting with Christy Canyon on Night Calls is a perfect place for me, a few times so far, looked forward to the week the end of October, that was fun... She makes a good partner, the perfect boss, and I am very comfortable being the victim...my place in life...smiles*

I also just went in as a guest for the Friday Nite 3-way with Kylie Ireland and Derrick Pierce. Lets just say, my ass is still full of welts - they worked me over, happily, as anyone could tell who listened.

See, I just have this ''THING.'' It's a needy thing, a want, a desire... it's still there after all these years, it's what made me who I am, it drives me... INSANE at times, but looking for the proper venue is the task at hand.

So the radio is great, I can express myself, be who I am with no issues regarding censorship, and yes, I am chock full of stories, and perhaps I will write something someday. Just Need the Right Partner for that...my life feels so full, yet so unexplored... SCARY when put it that way, but true.

So then we have the option of returning in front of a camera, which in my opinion, would be amazing - I love to share my joy: ''See?...it's me...Joy!'' I wish I could find the right ''situation'' to bring that wish to fruition.

Honestly, if the deal was good, and the situation was right, I would do it in a heart beat. A lot to ponder as I said. The directing is a nice morcel, but you know...it would just drive me insane to see/smell/hear... and not taste... DAMN! When you have NO LIMITS, it's pure extacy... so I have loved this as always.

Private parties and shows always were fun for me, since the whole dancing thing was way too tame for my liking, the private thing worked, and me and Bionca Seven... well, we do a mean show! We have an e-mail bndtour2008@gmail.com.

I could also just resign to being a beach bum, surfin' my life away, but then again, the joy of life's adventures, well, can't walk by it anymore - must PARTAKE!

OK, so end of summer, that's where I am...
Love and Peace,
*debi*